O: Oh don’t make it all about my parents!

I know, I know, no-one wants to end up like their parents, and they certainly don’t want to think about their parent’s relationship – let alone get into Freud and Jung and all that psychology. But….

The thing is we start learning how to be from our parents. We learned how to form attachments from the way our parents behaved towards us and each other. Annoying isn’t it? Long before we got to school, we’ve learned stuff that will put us on one particular path – potentially for the rest of our lives – until & unless we identify it, decide we don’t like it, and learn how to change it for the better. Philip Larkin put it better than I can…

They fuck you up your Mum and Dad,
they don’t mean to, but they do.
They fill you up with the faults they had,
and add some extra, just for you.

Philip Larkin

You may have heard that you “marry” either your mother or your father. Obviously this came from the theory Freud posited that girls grow up wanting to marry their father, and boys their mother. Annoyingly, it is often the case that we do seek to replicate those parental relationships later in life – seeking mates who are like either father or mother. Conversely, we may also seek to fill a hole left by a poor parental relationship in childhood.

Don’t let all of this depress you. You also learned some wonderful stuff from your parents. I inherited my love of sports and sense of humour from my father, and from my mother I gained a love for and appreciation of beautiful things – such as textiles, art, design. I look like my father, but sound like my mother. I’ll wager you could carry out the same exercise yourself to good effect.

We gain both good stuff and bad from our parents, and we can make an active choice not to pass some bad aspects on to our children – even though it’s inevitable we’ll add some good and bad to that mix ourselves. So, cherish and enjoy the good. Identify and work on fixing the bad. And ask your kids to forgive you for any rubbish you missed or gave them on your own. They’re going to be going through the same experience themselves. For it’s not only in the Lion King that the circle of life applies.

What have you inherited from your parents? If you’ve children yourselves, what aspects of yourself do you see in them?

© 2022, Debs Carey

9 responses to “O: Oh don’t make it all about my parents!”

  1. As I get older I begin to enjoy the ways in which I am like my mother, I like recognising her mannerisms and turns of phrase, as well as relishing the ways I am different. I like to joke with my daughters about turning into my mum.

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    1. Hi Martine, that sounds like you have a lovely balanced relationship with your mother and your daughters.

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  2. Nothing messes you up as much as high school and your parents. LOL.

    Ronel visiting for the A-Z Challenge My Languishing TBR: O

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  3. I read in a psychology book once that people generally look for partners who are just like their mothers/fathers OR partners who are the exact opposites of their mothers/fathers. Reading that was a real light bulb moment for me. Made so much sense to me.

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    1. James, how I railed against that one when I was studying Freud, but when I stepped off my high horse, I couldn’t fail to see it had validity.

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      1. Some validity. What’s generally true of people may not be true of specific persons. But when I read the “exact opposite” part, I suddenly noticed a pattern in my life that I had not noticed before. It was an interesting discovery.

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        1. Good old Freud was a traditionalist at heart and never took considered anything other than the boy child-mother and girl child-father combination whereas, in real life, the combinations aren’t limited in this way.

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